I say its him, he's the one with the problem, the nerve of him... but then again ... I've failed to realize WHO I am. I should have NEVER settled for this.

 

-Being treated like this

-Feeling like this

 

WHERE IS MY CONFIDENCE?

 

Where is the knowledge I lack in this situation.

 

He's the Enemy and im the victim.

-He knows my weakness

-He knows what makes me angry

-Then he knows how to make me smile

but after ALL OF THAT I still feel foul.

 

G0D ViSiT ME N0W EVEN iF iTs F0R A WHiLE

 

I know this aint right because Im not feeling this, this thing people call a crush...... Im actually feeling |CRUSHED|   

 

But then again he probably insn't caring. I just assumed he did.

 

&& Assumption can lead to deception and it would come so quick and in a hurry.

 

I continue to get hurt because I haven't passed my test. Everytime I [STUDY] I remember all that I was taught BUT when the test is put in my face my mind goes completly blank leaving me NOTHING but tears to my face.

 

-They were right-

 

He picks and chooses who and how he wants to treat people it's like a level game that HE is in control of until one of us QUiTs.

 

CALL ME A QUiTTER THiS GAME iS PLAYED OUT IM DONE.

 

&& I hope they see like God has revealed to me that I won, only because I got out of the game that he played.